You've come to say you want it all

let's give this another shot.

Mon, 08 May 2006 04:40:19 GMT

holy crap i'm back on lj.

myspace seems to have taken over everyones lives, it's quite sad really.

i'll be done my 3rd year of college in 2 days, super stoked for that.

this past year has been pretty horrible, let's hope things will start to look up this summer.

hmmm

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 00:08:16 GMT

Another boring Friday nite. I seriously hate being at ESU. Home is soooo much better.

I can't wait to go home for Thanksgiving in 11 days!!! I'll be home on Tuesday the 22nd, then I'll be working Wednesday, friday, and Saturday which sucks harcore but I realllly need the money. But I'll be sure to make time for all my homeslices, Shirkens and Lyla I can't wait for the 3 of us to finally all hang out together again! And of course I can't wait to see Glenda and Jimmy too!! Haha even though I just saw Jimmy last week, I miss him already!

I have so much school work to do before I go home though, like the first part of my final paper for Comm research and my final project for Small Group Comm. But it'll be nice to not have to worry about it when I'm home.

I don't really have anything else to say, my life is super boring these days. Nothing exciting ever happens.

I just REALLY love my friends and family and that's about all that's good in my life.

hands down this is the best day i can ever remember!

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 22:28:34 GMT

Weekend=amazing!!

Ok so Glenda came up Saturday night and we went over to the ridge and drank with Jess, Ash, and Jenn. It was lotsss of fun! Then on Sunday we went shopping for my Halloween costume, I'm gonna be a dark fairy, I can't wait! I think I found a ride to Glenda's party, so I'm verrryyy excited for the 28th. Plus I think Jimmy's coming to the party too, so that makes it even better!

THEN the best part: last night, the DASHBOARD concert. Ok so how I can explain the most amazing experience of my life?!?! Ok so Glen and I managed to get right up front, like less than 10 ft from the stage, dead center, PERFECT view! Chris is adorable!! And he sang every amazing song I wanted to hear, the place went nuts! I got to hear everything I wanted and more! So Impossible, Remember to Breathe, Ghost of a Good Thing, Screaming Infidelities, As Lovers Go, lotssss more and then the ending! Woow so he ended with my 3 faves: Best Deceptions, Vindicated, and HANDS DOWN!! That was the absolute best part, ahhh it was just perfect and I will never forget it as long as I live!

well i really needed this amazing weekend. and i can't wait til the 28th!

don't tell me what you think i wanna hear...

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 01:15:23 GMT

i'm hommeeee!!

i was sooo excited to see my 2 fave ladies tonite...BUT i had to choose between staying at IU tonite or going with my mom tomorrow to my aunts to see my whole fam and i really didn't wanna hurt my mom so i chose that. soo yeah i'm just stayin in tonite...

jimmy brought me home today...he came to esu at like 2 am last nite...so yeah i was very grateful for him comin to get me. it was good to see him...

school currently sucks. i have so much work, and no funn everrrr. this year sucks i wish i could just drop out...

i love my friends for listening to my craziness and giving me awesome advice and not making me feel like a dumbass which i actually usually am. what the hell is my f'ing problem?!?! i guess i just feel like i deserve more than that...

well i only slept for like maybe an hour last nite so i'm gonna go to bed reallllyyy early tonite.

1 more weeeekkkkkk

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 20:23:04 GMT

it's been forever and a day since i updated.

so lets see what has happened since my last update... well they finally turned off my cable haha and i didnt go and pay for it til today and it wont be turned on til monday. i'm actually getting used to not watching tv like everrrr. my internet decides to work once in a blue moon so that's a lot of fun. ha NOT. my roomie is a very nice girl...a lil on the weird side i'm not gonna lie but we do get a long so i guess that's all that matters.

umm i've had a ton of school work to do lately which bites the big one but i have been doing all of it, so i'm kinda proud of myself. i'm realllllyyyyy broke which sucks bc i have no job... i may need to be reallly nice to my dad next weekend.

speaking of next weekend...i'm going home!!!! so excited...jimmy's picking me up on friday then i'm comin home then shirkens and i are going to see our lyla bird at IU. then the rest of the weekend who effing knows i dont really care anyway im just excited to see everyone and be home for a lil bit.

ohh and oct. 17th is the DASHBOARD concert!!! glendas comin up for it i cant wait. this is seriously like a dream come true.

well thats all for now.

bye.

why haven't i seen this one before?????

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 14:51:21 GMT

So my birthday didn't suck.

Jess, Ash, and Susanne made me a cake (chocolate with chocolate icing!) and got me presents! I was very pleasantly surprised. And everyone I loooovvvveeee called me/texted me/im'd me/left me happy bday messages on facebook and myspace. So I was a happy girl! 1 person didn't call, and I was upset, but they called yesterday and apologized, so I'm over it now.

In other news, I have a roommate now! Her name is Allison, shes a freshman, and she moved in yesterday. She's very nice and we're getting along very well, so I think it'll work out.

Glenda's coming tonite!!!!!! And she'll be here allllllll weekend! I can't wait!!!!!!

I have so much effing school work. It bites the big one. College suckkksssss.

bye.

I'll be 20 on Tuesday

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 17:06:27 GMT

My birthdays is in 2 days. I'm sure it will suck just like every other year.

I got a new cell phone yesterday (drop)

I still don't have a roommate. I could so get used to this. I also still have free internet and cable tv. yessssssss

Yay for no classes tomorrow!

I am so effing bored.

This week was kinda weird.

Shirk and Lyla I miss uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!

I hope I get another phone call soon....

bye.

a little lonely

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 23:55:38 GMT

sooo i'm back at ESU.

I heart my room. It's really pretty. I don't have a roommate yet, so we'll see what happens with that. I've actually been very bored since I got here. Noone lives in my building and I don't have cable tv yet. So yeah I basically have been doing nothing. BUT my wireless car on my laptop works in my room sooo that means I dodn't have to pay for the internet. We'll see how long it lasts haha.

I think I've listened to the Howie Day cd about 20 times since I moved in.

I only had one class so far, Communication Research. It's gonna be killer... lots of papers. But my professor seems pretty cool so that makes it a little less scary.

I'm missing everyone form home.

It's too weird being here without Glenda and Lauren.

I don't know about this year. I'm not gonna lie I'm a little worried...

i'm an idiot.

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 20:23:09 GMT

I leave for school in 2 days. I'm actually starting to get excited.

I miss Shirkensssss.

and I'm gonna miss Lyla and Jimmy and Glenda and my fam.

too tired to really update

even the stars refuse to shine

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 15:51:05 GMT

This week was good I guess.

I've been hanging out and talking to Jimmy a lot, so that makes me happy.

Friday nite Shirk, Lyla, and I went to the Cheesecake Factory! It was very fun, and the food was excellent. Then we made an appearance at Alex's, but left early bc it was just way too hot to be outside in the freakin woods. Then yesterday I worked, then went to Glenda's then we went to see Zach, then we went to Jimmy's and just chilled there for a while. I had a great weekend bc I got to spend quality time with all 4 of my best friends!

Shirk and Lyla are at the beach today but I couldn't go bc I have to work later. I hope they have fun!

Back to school in 2 weeks! I'm not as excited as I could be bc my 2 best friends from school are no longer ESU students...but they will visit me alot! But I am excited to have a nice long break from Genuardis! Saturday is my last day...I can't wait!

Well time to go do I dunno what then work at 2:30.

<3 Amy

i would take him anyway i can

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 19:48:54 GMT

It's Friday! Yess i love fridays.

This week was very good. Tuesday I had off so I was just lazy all day. Then Tuesday night Lyla and I hung out with Sean and CJ and some other people so that was a good time. Then Wednesday was very good I went to Dorney park with Jimmy and Dan and Bea. We went after 5 so it was half price and we stayed til closing. It was awesome there were no lines and we got to go on everything like 3 times. I was so happy to be able to spend time with Jimmy I feel like I barely saw him all summer.

Shirk and I are hanging out tonite then I have work tomorrow nite then Sunday THE BEACH!!!! with Shirk and Lyla. I'm so excited I haven't been to the beach at all yet this summer so I'm looking forward to it very much.

I can't believe I'm goin back to school in like 3 weeks and Shirk goes back in like 2...summer flew by. I had a good summer for the most part I guess. Alright i'll write more about all that at a later date.

Laterrr kidds <3 Amy

boys like u are a dime a dozen

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 03:35:12 GMT

Sooo it's been awhile.

Life is still hectic. But I kinda like bein busy.

Lets see...last Friday I went to Applebees with Lyla bird. Then I got pulled over but no ticket (thank God!). Then last Saturday I worked then hung out at Lyla's new boyfriend Sean's house and Jimmy came and hung out with us too so that was a good time. But of course Lyla and I missed the Shirkster while she was in Pitt visiting the bf. But I'm glad she had so much fun!

Then all week I was a workaholic...what else is new. Then the lovely weekend came and Friday I got a bit too drunk at Sean's and made an ass of myself at Wawa and had my phone taken away haha and of course woke up with a massive hangover. But when I went to work on Saturday I got to leave after a half hour so that was kick ass. Then Sunday I worked then went to my mommas for dinner which was good bc I seriously miss her.

Tonite I worked and then I have off tomorrow and Wednesday! And I might be goin to Dorney park on wednesday with Jimmy and a few other people so I'm excited for that.

Shirk I hope things start looking up for you! i heart you!

come away with me

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 14:32:04 GMT

So life has been hectic lately. My pop pops funeral was on Tuesday, so that was tough. It hit me as soon as I walked into the church. It was hard seeing my grandmom and my mom and my aunts and uncles and all my cousins so upset. But after he funeral and the burial we all went to Westover country club for a luncheon, and my uncle made a video of pictures and old home movies of my pop pop....it was really neat. So that was tuesday...

In other, happier, news...today I found out I got my money for school! I'm so relieved!!! I actually got more than I need so I won't have to worry about paying for books either! I can't tellyou how much I needed this news. I have been worried sick about this all summer, so now I can relax.

Welll time to go to work. Funnnnnnnn. Ha NOT.

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 03:44:54 GMT

yeah so today was NOT a good day.

i had a horrible feeling all day. i just knew it was gonna happen today for some reason.

my pop-pop died today

may angels lead you in....RIP Pop-Pop 7/14/05

cuz i wish u were here

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 03:41:09 GMT

I'm not gonna lie I wish I was out partying with my 2 fave girls right now . But I had to work till 11 and I have to go back to work in the morning plus I can't drive very far because my car needs antifreeze. This weekend blows...BUT tomorrow night I'm going midnite bowling with some people from work. Should be fun. And I have off on Monday...thank God. I hate working 6 days in a row.

Lyla and Shirkens I miss you guys we need to hang out ASAP.

Colleen's in Hawaii and I'm so effing jealous.

I need to go to mi madres this week. I miss my cat. mannnn i'm a dork

goodnite!

Phillay phillay is where i am from (actually not really)

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 00:06:43 GMT

Wow so much to update about.

Weekend was crazzzyyy. Ok lets see...Friday night I went to the movies with Lyla, Shirkens, and Tim. War of the Worlds was a very interesting movie. Thennn Saturday was Live 8! It was insane. Sooo many people...so many awesome bands! Me, Shirk, Ry, and Jeff got pretty damn close, but it was so annoying having to suffer through the heat and having to stand for hours and everyone being rude and pushing and almost knocking us down. After we made it outa the Parkway we went to South St and ate at Johnny Rockets. Thennn it was off to meet up with Franky, Ulla, and Nora and go to Manayunk to chill for a bit. Then it was home sweet home to sleeep and sleep was awesome let me tell ya. I got really really sun burnt though which I have to suffer through. I think I have sun poisoning. Ok then Sunday...family picnic in Hatfield. Good times. Then I attempted to drive to Shirks house but my car overheated so I had to go back home. I hate my car. So Shirk picked me up (thank you by the way!) and we went to Lylas and Tim came over then we went to swing on swings! So fun! Then the Cville diner, then we parkeed someplace and had some very interesting conversations...haha good nite. Then yesterday...the 4th of July! Me, Shirk, and Lyla took the train to Philly and we were there all day. We got on the radio! I won a shirt, we spent wayyyy too much money on food, Shirk and Lyla got to see their idol Bryan Adams, I got to see Elton, we MISSED the fireworks (yeah kinda sucks) but all in all it was a very memorable day!

And then work today sucked majorly and I officially hate my job!

and i cant wait til this week is over!

and i have the best friends a girl could ask for!

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 02:25:12 GMT

Weekend was good. I went to the movies twice. Mr and Mrs Smith was awesome. Brad Pitt is too damn sexy. And The Perfect Man was good too...I saw that with Glenda. I'm glad she and I finally hung out we had a lot of catching up to do!

Sooo busy this week....working 6 days kinda sucks but good money. I'm also getting trained in Customer Service. It's ok I guess theres just soo much to learn.

Saturday is Live 8! I'm so excited! Me, Shirk, Coll, Ry, Jeff, Frank, Ulla, and Nora (my bros friends) are all takin the train down to Philly reallllly early in the morning. It's gonna be crazy...but so worth it! Can't wait!!

yeah i got beat up

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 00:48:13 GMT

GREAT weekend!!

Tims party was excellente if I do say so myself! Shirk and Lyla you make me so happy!

Fathers day...we took the pops to Ruby Tuesdays. Good times.

Batman Begins...I highly reccomend it.

I'm getting promoted! Well, kinda. The lady Pam who works in Customer Service is supposed to reccomend someone to the managers to hire...and shes gonna reccommend me! Yes I'll get a much needed raise!

well thats about it.

youd like to think that u were invincible yeah

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 19:25:11 GMT

I have off of work today...yayyyy!!!

Weekend was interesting...hung out with Shirk and Nuskey...yeah we went to some very random parties haha. Sunday I saw "Crash" with Dalila. GREAT movie I highly recommend it.

I can't wait til Saturday it's my cousins AJ and Sean's grad party in Lancaster. Sean just graduated high school and AJ gaduated college. All their friends and the whole fam will be there it should be fun.

My pop-pop had his surgery they took off his right foot. He's doing ok I guess I don't know when I'll be able to visit him next.

Dalila is meeting BSB today! I'm so happy for her!

Tonight I'm going shopping to Target and Old Navy with Coll can't wait to buy some new clothes!

July 2: Live 8! I'm takin the train down to Philly with Coll, Ry and some of Ry's friends? If anyone wants to come with let me know you can park at my house and come to the train station with us, it's right down the street from my house! Soooo excited!

Anywayyy time to go do I dunno what. Peace out!

how could this happen to me

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 18:55:59 GMT

Grrr I have to work til 11 tonite and last nite I worked til 12...I hate working nights!

Wednesday night I hung out with Lyla and Shirk and I drove! Haha. We went to Roccos, Target, then met up with Jimmy and went to Collegeville park and swung on the swings until the police came and asked us to leave. Those Collegeville cops really need to find more important things to worry about! And Lyla and Shirk decided to take about 50 pics of me driving and of course I look like shit...but all in all it was a funnn night!

Went to the dentist yesterday no fun...then stopped by my G-moms to say hello. She was happy to see me. My pop-pops surgery was yesterday and I still haven't heard how it went. But I guess no news is good news? Let's hope so.

I talked to Josh Jefferson online today! Haven't Talked to that kid in forever! It's always nice to talk to old friends.

Well time to leave for work soon!

this is too deep too deep

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 03:43:52 GMT

I'm starting to get used to living with my dad. Things are going well so far.

Sunday I went to the mall with Shirk and Lyla and got a couple of cute things. I can't wait to be able to really shop.

Something I didn't mention before...my grandfater has been in the hospital the past few weeks. Turns out he has vascular disease and he had to have his left leg amputated. On Thursday his right foot is getting amputated, possibly the whole leg. It's been really tough on my mom and the rest of the fam. I actually went to visit him tonite and it was really sad. He's not eating and his overall general health is getting worse by the day. Theres even a chance that he may not be healthy enough to make it through any more surgery. I really don't know what I'll do if he doesn't make it.... Please just keep him in your prayers...

anyway enough sad stuff...work tomorrow then quality time with the best friends!

just a lil bit

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 23:43:22 GMT

I'm living in Norristown now! So happy.

Summer so far has consisted of basically work and thats about it. I have had some fun times with Lyla and Shirk though! And Glendas bday at the Cave was soooo fun.

I now own my car! So now I have 100% freedom...its about freakin time!

My grades were horrible...thats all I'll say about that.

I wanna go swimming this week...Kaleigh bird if you read this I need to come to your house this week!

I'm so happy to be out of that miserable house you have no idea.

so noone told you life was gonna be this way

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 04:17:09 GMT

So its been awhile.

This entry is gonna be about my second year as a college student.

There have been some good times, some great times, some bad times, and some I wanna kill myself times. It was good rooming with Lauren all year. I became alot closer to her and Nicole and Ashley this year. I'm so glad I met Ashley...shes the most awesoem freshman ever. However lately things have been shaky between everyone. Dont get me wrong I love Lauren to death but I got to see the real her. That tends to happen with roommates I guess. And let me tell ya shes not as together as she seems. I think its a good thing we won't be roommates again.

As for my other group of friends at ESU...me and Glenda drifted off for awhile but now we're tight again and I'm glad even though she wont be back here next year. Things with Jess and Ash have been pretty good and Susanne too...I'm glad I made new friends this year. We've had some crazy times lately drinkin and goin out. And we will all be reunited again in June for Glens bday festivities. And Sunday will be amazing goin to Philllaaayyy to see Glen become a star (hopefully). Front row at Gimme the Mike 2005...yes!

This year I went through a lot...thinking I wasn't comin back next year for multiple reasons. Goin through a couple phases with friends thinking I couldnt trust certain people. But it all turned out ok and I'm glad.

I don't even wanna talk about grades because it makes me sick to my stomach.

Ok now to the homeslices. Laura Schank I love you and even though I barely saw you all freakin year I want you to know I was so happy when you and Jimmy came to visit me way back in November. And I know we're not as tight as we were last summer but you're still my girl.

Lyla! I couldn't have made it through the year without our daily phone calls. I can't wait til summer to chill as much as possible. I'm glad I can now call you my best friend and I hope you will always come to me with anything because I will always support you no matter what.

Shirkkkk...wow friends since 9th grade thats a record for me. Even though we're not as tight as we were back in the PV days you're stilll my friend for life and I'm glad I can always you call you no matter what and you pretty much always answer. And I'm so excited for summer I seriously need some quality Shirk time!

Things will be different this summer...I'm moving to Norristown and workin at the East Norriston genuardis. yay! haha so kidding. But I am happy to finally be free of Ken and my Moms crazy ass rules and will finally be treated like an adult for the first time. I'm excited to live with Coll and Ry and Abbygail! And of course all my loves are always welcome to my house. I am going to miss my mom though I'm not gonna lie. But this is a good thing.

Ok enough of this stuff...I need to go study.

dont feel like thinking of one

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 00:49:05 GMT

It's official...I'm addicted to Facebook. It's quite pathetic really.

Note to self: don't ever buy Bankers Club again. Ever.

I wish I woulda had a visitor...:(

I'm scared I won't be able to get a single room and I'll be stuck with a complete stranger next year.

I scheduled classes...and amazingly managed to get into 3 classes in my major!

Thursday nite...Pink Party! (aka Glenda's Going Away Party). excited for it but it'll be sad...

I need a shower.

didnt i didnt i didnt i see u crying

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 23:05:25 GMT

Got back to school today. It was nice to be home. Most of the time it was kinda boring, but last nite (Dalilapalooza!) was awesome. Glenda came, but she left bc she felt sick. But it was still a good time. Jimmy came too. And I got to drive haha my stepmom let me borrow her car for the night. But then I got myself pulled over for going 41 in a 25...but got off with a warning. But Dalilapalooza was great. Lyla was soooo drunk and soooo happy and I was happy to see her happy.

I will def be working at the Genuardis in East norriton this summer. I saw my new house. I love it.

I have no money. and I need to register for classes tomorrow. But I still owe ESU 700 dollars. Yeah I'm basically screwed.

I only have 5 real friends at home. But they are 5 amazing friends. Just thought I'd say so (and they would be Lyla, Shirk, Laura, Glenda and Jimmy of course).

I hope my friends will come visit me in Norristown sometimes this summer.

anyway this is pointless. i can't wait til the roommate comes back! I missed her!

<3 Ames

*i want you to want me*